Friday, July 17, 2009

Those psychedelic nights ...


the smoke rising in the air of the dark night making different shapes against the blue light of the speaker. imagination, tangible as the shape of the smoke, veers aimlessly. sitting in a unkempt room with its door facing the starry night, the mind plays its own tricks. well it does not captivate the senses as they are occupied in observing the proceedings of the next dose of "nirvana" getting ready. outside the wind is chilly and sharp , contrasting to the warmth inside the room . the eyes are heavy trying to fix their gaze at the monitor to figure out the next song in the playlist..the view of the night and the fog enveloping the college merged the unreal with reality. waves of peace and tranquility were in the air .in the room music flowed amongst laughter. faces of friends smiling , chatting , "rolling one after the other " . it is kind of bizzare but the dim light accentuates the emotions reflected on their faces. high and full of life. pink floyd filled the slow senses with abstract thoughts. the body feeling light almost gravity less. motion defy every rule that newton once disocvered ..... (to be continued)

Monday, July 13, 2009

thus ...FROZEN..

the mind seems adrift, unstable .. with spaces which cannot be recognized ..

it feels nausea is gripping me with its lashing tail of death overcoming my existence ..

Destiny's fangs are clutching my soul extinguishing the fire for survival ..

lost in the realms of time
fluttering moments whisked past
brushing my soul aside
confused, battered and tired
i look aghast.....
pieces of life lay astray
silence is what remains
save me
My Heart has FROZEN!!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

LOVE .. Eternal and Blissful ..

Eyes bent down
Spirit flies high

Redness come to my lips
Irregular words just slip..

the sky looks bright
with moonless nights never in sight

Fresh flowers suddenly spread their wings
And the chirping of birds seems like a hymn

everybody, everything looks good
life becomes like a walk in the green woods

with the 'grass' giving the tired 'legs' comfort
with the love soothing the soul

silence seems to bless
for once I feel Blessed
when LOVE IS IN THE AIR ....

WHY ....???

In this world where everything is liable to change , we mortal humans , bloody imposter's are so imperfect that we even cannot enact a change and are falling much behind..

we try to be friends , we fail ..
we try to love, we fail..
we try to succeed , we fail..
we try to succumb, we fail..

and there we remain always behind
just like a Jack of All Trades..

success is merely a term to signify spurts of bright moments in an otherwise gray life..

Happiness is just too perfect to attain ..
empty handed we strain ..
Nerves slow down ..
Pressure builds up..
Aspirations go high..
Expectations keep on mounting..
Our fragile soul just gets Crushed .. WHY???

Uncertainity..

Always pondering i ask myself

why am I so uncertain ?
is Life so tricky?
that i am in jeopardy

decisions are pending
but i am still wondering

soon the time is going to evaporate
there will be no place vacant

God please help me in these tough times
give me strength , make some wind chime

my soul is restless , i need some sleep
let no doorbells and phone beep

please excuse me from this bursting life
give me back my conviction .. so that i can once again STRIVE..